I read in a book that dragonflies mean change. That they symbolize love, growth, and new development. So basically all good things. I’m of course going to mention the universe and how I feel like it is trying to tell me something. Some of you might think I’m going crazy, perhaps. But let’s assume I’m right, because that is way more fun:)
Anyways I’ve read two books that mentioned/or talked about dragonflies, they aren’t the main subjects, but they were brought up more than once and you know me I have to take it as a sign. So what if it is? I often feel lost…unsure of what I’m meant to do in this world. But scared that what I’m going to do will fail. I’m also scared of needing help. How am I supposed to just walk away from that fear?
I think what I realized is I’m afraid of this change.
How do I stop being afraid?
Do I just face them head on? If so, how do I do that?
I did mention in my previous post that I shouldn’t be upset that I don’t have everything figured out, and I still believe that. That doesn’t change the fear of it all.
I just wish the universe could tell me the answers or the encouragement that everything will be okay. That might be why I’m not inclined to change..that even if I don’t, things will just work out. But that then gets me thinking that if I do change, things will be better, but if I don’t I’ll forever be unhappy. It does all come back to my fear of change.
Does anyone else feel this way?
What do you do when you’re afraid?
-C